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Young talented bad good girl in her 20s,language-nerd, living in KM n may move to the other end of the world when luck hits,enjoying life when alone while waiting for the better half to knock at the door.The tall,intelligent, witty guy with good taste...

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2011-02-28 19:54:19|  分类: Echo From My Hea |  标签: |举报 |字号 订阅

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I'm thinking... What did I do this time last year? Some good memories... What will I be doing next year this time? I dunno.

 

New semester starts! And I’m back to school. I hope nothing goes wrong and I can successfully graduate in June. I won’t let anything go wrong. I won’t say it will be my last 3 months of school in life. Who knows if I’ll suddenly call a STOP to work life and go back to school. Life takes turns when I get bored. This is the way.

 

I feel I’m not on the right “track” sometimes. Since I move back, I’m all alone most of the time. So this gives me more time to think about the causes of those shit feelings. Well, I mean, I’m not really alone of course. But I just ignore people and things I have no interest of. Guess this is one of the advantages of being a student. You can literally point your finger at someone and tell him/her he/she is ugly, fat, stupid, annoying, nasty. And you can ignore ppl whenever you want without giving a reason or worrying about if it will hurt them.

 

My job is just the opposite coz I gotta make my clients happy and my clients are doctors, most are snobbish. I don’t hate my job at all. This job brings me great sense of accomplishment coz I got to deal with many different types of people and each day is different. And my aim is to use different measures to achieve my goal. I’ve learnt some “survival skills” of dealing with PEOPLE. I’m amazed to see how my mentor directs the whole talk to meet his goal. Job dealing with people is the most difficult I think and I still have A LOT to learn. Guan Xi itself is a big culture in China.

Sometimes I cant help but imagining how successful and popular I will be if I master these skills. I realize giving out tangible benefits aka MONEY does not necessarily bring you good guan xi.

 

Do I contradict myself? Well, social skills for work and life is life. I’m an easy and simple girl in life. If I tell you I don’t like you, then you don’t worth my salt. Life to me can be as simple as YES or NO. Why I still need to wear the goodie goodie mask after work? This is Joyce, like me or not.

 

I had lunch with some rep from other international companies. Sometimes I admire ‘em coz they are good Guan Xi player and I’m only green. But what made me think a Lot today was that a guy was sent into the hospital this morning and died of heart failure in 1 hour. And he was only in his 30s. I visit many doctors in my work and I also see a lot of patients, old and young, rich and poor, Chinese and whities. I see old couples hold hands to get prescription. I see sad/worrying face when doctors tell them they get illness which will be with them for the rest of their life. I see husband and wife, daughter and mom, father and son… I get complex feelings. And I feel proud coz I’m promoting the world’s TOP hypertension pill.

 

Life is short. I know this better after I start working in hospital. So I always feel I’m responsible to convince everyone around me to balance their diet, work out regularly, and keep good attitude in life. Meanwhile, I feel I must make the most of my time: Get a decent job with good salary, date good man, be the good daughter/woman and waste least time.

 

SO back to my question. I know why I get upset:

 

One, I want people to rhyme the same as me, like be GOOD. How silly! The most stupid thing to me is to try to change someone. I should start seeing people as they are; always, life needs differences. If I’m bothered, WALK AWAY with grace and gratitude.

 

Grace=No dispute/agony

Gratitude= Thank you for letting me know you

 

I’m good enuf at dealing with changes but I need to get better.

 

Second, I’m too focused on future and ignore the importance of NOW. Life cannot be planned. I’m a schedule person. But for many years, I’ve been planning for future. Like how many hours I should study to get a good grade. But school is very different from life. I feel what I should do now is to plan NOW. Good NOW will probably lead to good FUTURE. Of course, I won’t always get what I want. So hope for the best and prepare for the worst.

 

Last, watch before jump. Many lessons learnt last year. Not enuf?

 

End of Feb.

 

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