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Young talented bad good girl in her 20s,language-nerd, living in KM n may move to the other end of the world when luck hits,enjoying life when alone while waiting for the better half to knock at the door.The tall,intelligent, witty guy with good taste...

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Friday Night... I didn't go back home. Nothing to do bar nor new guy... I quit both Way Back Into... - KiKi - JoyceのWorld

I just came back from the thesis defense. Not me, but watch, record and learn. Now I'm anxious... I couldnt bomb it! Cannot afford. Though the shitty ones also pass, I know I gotta do better next year at this time... 

During the break, I was standing at the school balcony and trying to navigate the city with Cissy. Amazingly, I can easily see his condo!!! No blocked view from the very balcony. I can tell very easily the unit where he lives... I'm not sure if he has gone back to his country or still here... Anyway, I gave up all my wishful thinking. Everything about him I go over in my mind rightly prove how wrong he is to me. I gotta thank Kaz's wise diagnosis and prescription today. I just think he is blah, blah, blah, but is he? is it the real he or my imagination? If he cares, will he disappear suddenly? Silly me! Why make things complicated and make my day gloomy? 

During the defense, I couldnt help thinking of the guys I dated before... How unbelievable! haha! Not everyone is lucky enuf to experience. Like Sun Mi once said, "It's just like a film.." Life is a film and we are directors. Then I looked around and compared the girls with me... What the situation will be like if she were with him...Way Back Into... - KiKi - JoyceのWorld I feel I'm the only one who'd do those crazy thing...

Enough for that! I have no time for guys...And I'm not that kinda bar girl...There are a lot I need to improve about me. Like, how to dress professional, applying for intern (this is what i'm doing now every morning though chances are slim), learning "quick MBA"(idea from a lady who's workings for Mars), interview skills, finish books recommended by Will and SD, improving French, Cantonese and Japanese...Waste my time on a guy who just wanna play? Stupid lah! It's May 21 already! Deadline is June 18 for presentation! I dun wanna fail... Need curfew? Maybe less MSN talk at work and finish everything asap. 

I offworked 1 hr earlier today. I took the bus I seldom took back...passing by the streets me and him once walked by near Green Lake, the garden we always went to in winter holiday, and expensive restaurants around the green lake we once frequented. When I arrived. My feeling was 

* I never think my university can look that lovely in late afternoon 
* Kunming's weather is so fine 
* Working for 1.5 years nearly makes forget my identity as a grad student. How strange uni is to me...How leisure it is to walk in my uni...  
* Time flies. I'm graduating next year... 3-yr gradschool. What did I do? 

First 6 months: Get used to Kunming life coz it's very different from Xi'an 
Following 6 months: Finding a job which paid more than my mom while my networks escalating. Get some loves from some random guys, giving me confidence I'm not wallflower... 
Second Year: Got a job pays twice/three times as much. Learning English in a native language environment, business, architecture. Suddenly find the numbers of my bank account jumps from 4 digits to 5. Dated a guy I dun love and dumped by a guy I thought I should love. 
Now: Single again and getting my head around essays, new fdz, internship applications...
Future: Plan to go back to school after Oct and write a good essay. Hopefully find a well-paid job. 

Gosh! I love LiteFm ! Check it out every night like me if u love English songs of the 80s. 
Now playing Way Back Into... - KiKi - JoyceのWorld 
 "Weekend of peace and quite..."

Kaz today says I live actively in 80s... haha, that's when him, SD, William were at their hayday.. He's wondering why I love chatting with ppl twice of my age...and asked if my dad...no lah! We get along... Just love the feeling of throw balls back and forth with some successful, witty, intelligent and mature men... 

He continues "why don't u date guys of ur age" Well, just haven't found one who's smart enuf... Way Back Into... - KiKi - JoyceのWorld

Graduation Season 
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 Look at the girl's hat! No Photoshop
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 Red are for those whose major is art.
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Guess my robe will be blue... haha! Stay tuned...

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