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Seclusion, Sluggish JOYCE...  

2010-12-15 20:56:41|  分类: Echo From My Hea |  标签: |举报 |字号 订阅

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I got Novartis intern contract this afternoon. Big international office, well-paid job, travel overseas for annual meeting each year, flexible working hour... but I'm not that excited coz it's only an intern contract and if I'm not capable enough, I'll still get kicked out after the intern. Pharmaceutical sales job goes with a salary 5 times higher than average job a student can get after graduation but maybe 10 times pressure from job. Well, it doesn't bother me. I believe if others can survive, I will! I'm a tough girl. What really bothers me now is my essay and graduation! I don't wanna spend another year in school!!!

It's one of the rare nights I can be all alone in the dorm. After dinner, I was recalling those good old days when I was in Xi'an coz I never had to worry about JOB and I had a bunch of friendly and nice classmates around me... Everything was well planned on my little schedule note. 

But my daily schedule now was very very loose. Last night I planned to do lots of study BUT when I was having dinner, Sun Mi called. Then I ended up wandering around the downtown till late. I talked to a couple of my classmates today. And I just heard one used 3 months to finish her essay. Damn me! >< Deadline is end of this month and it's 15 TODAY! I didn't get up till 9am then got a sms from Cissy:

"Hey, wanna study together in library?" 
"Sorry, but I just got up a min ago" Seclusion, Sluggish JOYCE... - KiKi - JoyceのWorld

"How many books have you read for your essay?"
"None." Seclusion, Sluggish JOYCE... - KiKi - JoyceのWorld

KILL ME, GOD!!!! 

STUDY!!! ESSAY! 

This is what really matters! 

I had lunch with Cissy and I was told we had to get essay finalized in the end of March! Gosh! My intern starts at Feb 14. I'm panic now! If I cant write a good essay, I won't get the MASTER degree! Thesis defense is in mid-May! But if I'm not fully devoted in Novartis, I won't get a job after graduation! 

I was doing some planning and truth is I don't have much time. The more I read, the more questions I have in mind and the more books and articles I need to research on I guess. I can't help kicking myself for not realizing the importance of essay-writing. I don't want any reward for my graduation essay but I just wanna PASS. I attended last year's thesis defense. Some were shit and they were granted the degree. But it's quite risky to me coz those "Experts" will interrogate you and check if you are serious about the study! I wanna be confident and well defend myself. I must read more. 

Anyway, I'll cancel my "happy hour". No aimless online window shopping, long dinner talking nonsense with friends or the usual nightclub drinking session after it, random info researching, silly QQ chatting, and blog reading. I'll get up at 7am everyday from tomorrow on and turn in an okay 1st draft to my supervisor by the 31st. To relax, I'll chat to Chris, coach, translate, learn Japanese and learn about my future job. That's all I'll and I have to do. 

I've been placing my study at the bottom of my life list for 2.5 years. And I've been TOO busy getting social experiences and enlarging networks. Maybe YNU regrets to give me 3 year full scholarship and still pay a lazy student a few hundred each month to splurge while getting loads of money from those who are very serious about study. I feel ashamed now! 

Do something, Joyce!!!!! Kick-ass! 
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