注册 登录  
 加关注
   显示下一条  |  关闭
温馨提示!由于新浪微博认证机制调整,您的新浪微博帐号绑定已过期,请重新绑定!立即重新绑定新浪微博》  |  关闭

Best Luck, JOYCE!

一切的安排,都是上天最好的安排。

 
 
 

日志

 
 
关于我

Young talented bad good girl in her 20s,language-nerd, living in KM n may move to the other end of the world when luck hits,enjoying life when alone while waiting for the better half to knock at the door.The tall,intelligent, witty guy with good taste...

网易考拉推荐

Wild Goose Chase  

2008-10-20 13:25:06|  分类: Echo From My Hea |  标签: |举报 |字号 订阅

  下载LOFTER 我的照片书  |
I was pretty upset last night coz I thought a lot when I was on the bus back to school. Writing a new entry, getting new emails from fdz or talking to Allan relieved a little, but now, again, I'm overwhelmed with the feeling that I utterly lose control of my life! This feeling was only enhanced by a chat with one of my roomies just now.

We are expected to procure the last definite answer from our supervisors tomorrow. The teacher I choose is a famous but hard n serious PhD. I don't know if she'll give me a "yes" or "no" tomorrow night. But I've prepared for the worst n come up with another back-up plan. But what worries me most is - how to start the conversation? In Chinese culture, not everyone expects you to go straight to the topic. So I should learn to beat around a bush a little! BUT HOW??? I want a clear-cut yes, but my roomie warned me to devise a perfect scheme to please her as much as I can. I racked my brain during lunch, but I still decided to cut to the chase.

Over the months, I feel I did nothing but please somebody else! I read just to get a check mark on teachers' notebook. I'm genial to my classmates just to make myself popular. I meet different people just to enlarge my networks... I feel I totally lose my true self! Why the hell must I study so many useless stuff? Why the hell should I make an asshole of myself to cheer others? Why should I grin when I'm blue?

Some of my classmates, both guys n gals r never tired of studying me. Latest conclusion from Ryan n Ken at 10:58am

--- Joyce, we are praising you again!
--- huh? What?
--- You are special!
--- Jesus! Could u pls kindly stop studying me??? U've been doing that for a whole week!

So according to them, to be a  normal young grad student, I must

1. Spend more time on bed
2. Eat junk food
3. Be desperate to find a life partner
4. Be accompanied by whoever wherever I go
5. Be patriotic orally
6. Not to talk about hot ladies but handsome guys.
7. Not to befriend so many males
8. Not to eat fruits after breakfast
...

Or I'm a
senior citizen, girl from Mars, lesbian, playgirl ...

But I still have to appear friendly n lower myself to ass-kiss others.

I see myself as a self-contained girl ardently embraces Individualism. But what I'm doing right here right now is wearing a mask, being somebody else to maintain a harmonious relationship with others I don't care to give a shit.

I guess this is where western culture meets traditional Chinese culture

and

SUCH IS LIFE!

I read a book on marketing last Sat. Damn me! Weekends are the only time available for me to learn something I have interest in n something I assume useful.

Jesus! To save me from my current bafflement, I'll see if I could address the problem with Paul R Smith's marketing planning system - SOSTAC.

  • Situation analysis --- Where am I now?
  • Objectives --- Where do I want to go?
  • Strategy --- How to get there?
  • Tactics --- Details of my strategy.
  • Action --- Putting my plan to work.
  • Control --- Track my progress through measuring, monitoring, reviewing, updating n modifying.

Will it work? I'm positive!

Success is my only motherfuckin' option, failure's not!










  评论这张
 
阅读(65)| 评论(0)
推荐 转载

历史上的今天

评论

<#--最新日志,群博日志--> <#--推荐日志--> <#--引用记录--> <#--博主推荐--> <#--随机阅读--> <#--首页推荐--> <#--历史上的今天--> <#--被推荐日志--> <#--上一篇,下一篇--> <#-- 热度 --> <#-- 网易新闻广告 --> <#--右边模块结构--> <#--评论模块结构--> <#--引用模块结构--> <#--博主发起的投票-->
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

页脚

网易公司版权所有 ©1997-2017