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一切的安排,都是上天最好的安排。

 
 
 

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Young talented bad good girl in her 20s,language-nerd, living in KM n may move to the other end of the world when luck hits,enjoying life when alone while waiting for the better half to knock at the door.The tall,intelligent, witty guy with good taste...

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What I'm gonna do if the Earth Quakes?  

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Arrived home this afternoon. I guess I walked a lot with my fdz these days. I feel sorta frsutrated at present. I'm not a big "WALK-WOMAN".
 

Cannot understand why I feel kinda depressed when I'm home. Maybe because Anthony's email makes me think. Head in left hand...He is a traveller n such word like "home" or "family" is not in his dictionary. His questions of friendship and family sorta depress me.


When I was on the bus, Yangxi's words repeated in my mind. She said she got a blog, but she's not sure if she's gonna publicize it. I've tried many blog sites b4 I finally decided to settle down here in 163 n tell my fdz of it. So where is my dirty little secret all these years?


Anthony said he always keeps his network small. He only needs a couple of close fdz. He's like Allan, they all selective in fdz. Me? When this question echoes in my head, I'm thrown into dispair again and again. I could give a long list of fdz. But who is my close fdz? Everyone is. No one is! How to define FRIENDS then? Does any one of them really knows me?


While I'm writing all this, 2 of my new friends are SMSing me(8:20pm). After talking to 'em, I'm kind relieved. Yah, sometimes I'm just too negative. I still could not forget how I fighted Depression last year [Yah, I got serious psychological problem back then. No one knew. No one ever saw a drop of my tear. No one realized Joyce's that weak. I didn't visit the docotor either] and how I conquered it in 2007. Time is the best doze! I must say. No matter what hurt u.


Maybe I should find new hobbies besides learning languages. [Aw..Joyce's getting lazy. Just finish Francais (BOOK 1)]. Maybe sport? Badminton? Yah, if I'm lucky enough to get the acceptance letter from YNU. I'll call my fdz to work out with me at weekends. That'll be fun! Yangxi proposed to learn yoga. Nah, I don't have that money. Badminton is nice as well. Best of all, it's FREE. [Whisper: REAL REASON is it's the only sport I could ever play] *blush*


Sophia SMSed me n told me Xi'an is messy now. All the buildings are closed temporarily. All the desks in the academic buildings were turned over. They were kept in the open air n no one was allowed to enter the dorm b4 11pm. Some girls even moved their belongings out. She said she's never seen so many students on campus. Her dad said he felt the shake. Yangxi, my cousin, my mom and I didn't. Then I SMSed DJ&Chen coz their residences lie in SPECIAL AREA. Conclusion: Part of Kunming shaked. BTW, Sophia said Maggie&Richard will come back to China n continue to teach next semester! Will they come to Kunming n visit us again? Unlikely! lol

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So what I'm gonna save in this case?
1. Laptop. (Sure! This little black box has been my "Honey" for years)
2. My Canon DC (Should record this historical event, huh? My blog thirsts    of new pics)
3. Wallet&Mastercard ($$$$ is not unimportant, huh?)
4. Cellphone (coz it's Mom's. Don't have more allowance to buy another    new one for her)
5. Bottled water, Fruits&Cookies(Mc.Donald & KFC r too far)
6. Shoot! Nearly forget! My SWATCH. (Kas won't send me a second one)
7. Cosmetics if possible (They are not cheap)
8. Cetificates of TEM-4&TEM-8 (Gotta prove my English proficiency if I    offer to work for Keats)
9. Most important of all, KEYS (If earth doesn't quake. Gotta go back    and put Item 1--8 back)
10.Bag 4 dictionaries&Some important book then throw them out of the       window ("Ouch! Who the fuck did this?! Shit!")

Sheets? Bedclothes? Clothes? GO TO HELL!!!!!!!!!!!
(coz expensive outfits are safe @home) lol
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Okay, Okay! Just kidding!

God watch out China!

Woman is changeable. I'm no exception. Moody Joyce. Another side of Joyce---U never see! hehe. It's not always cool to live between 2 cultures---main source of my untorlerable depression.

*Wiping my tears*
"I do need u, my fella! my activity companion"

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